Saturday, 3 July 2010

HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT?

As human beings we believe so many things without giving a second thought. For example the media, the internet information, social websites and even who we think loves us. sometimes we tend to take little things for granted either because it is almost part of our lives or we dont want to hurt the ones we love. The idea of us not critically analysing what we come across everyday and other peoples actions makes us over look so many things but what is the guarantee that what we think is true is true?




As for social websites like facebook and twitter what is the guarantee that the status we read the true.....that the flawless pictures we see is real....that the identity we put up is the real one.....that our signing up on social websites is harmless....that the comments we make about pictures, status, articles or videos are the true reflection of what we think.......what is the guarantee that social websites are "a joke" ???.........what is the guarantee???



for the media, what is the guarantee that the news we hear is the whole part of the news? are important information edited or are we just told what will attract the audience. so many events happen in the world everyday so how does the media choose its news? if the media organisation choose by importance, how do they know the importance of one over the other?...what do they consider as "important"? what is the guarantee that what we see gives us the true reflection of what is happening? was the news exaggerated or depreciated, de-contextualise or contextualise,or do we tend to read another meaning other than the original meaning because of how it was presented?...how true is the media???



we are so much in love and we think even if our partner is not perfect,he/she is what we want but are you sure about your relationship?...if yes, do you think what he/she tells you is true or you are just what you want to hear?...what is the guarantee that you partner knows what love is?...there is a thin line between love and lust, where do you actually stand because even some people in there 30s still confuse these two words...you say your partner is different, what is the guarantee that that's not just a side of him/her...are you sure of the other side??



In life, we can not be sure of anything or anybody so there are some questions that we should ask ourselves when we hear, see or even feel any kind of emotion about other people. not everything that one come across is true. is there a background story to every story?...my mum once told me that when someone tells you a story, first of all tell yourself that 'it is lie' and try as much as possible to find an element of truth in it. you have a choice to believe or not to believe so don't get manipulated even by your own thoughts. The world is not so much of a friendly place.



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Friday, 2 July 2010

activity -: Rude boy Rihanna make up






As they say practice makes perfect...well i have just started my own practice. yesterday i took time out to make up like 'Rihanna rude boy' album cover. pheewwww hard work.....for a start yea a think i am get there, i just need a few more practices . well whatever. I did the right eye OK, but when it came to the left, I lost it then I realised...she did not do this herself. her make up artist made her up so why am I wasting my time trying to turn my hand sideways, twist my fingers just to get the shape and all that? i will just go make somebody up but I am just scared that I will blind the person permanently. so to avoid that, i will have to take my mind off it. >but i still tried at least give me the credit for not destroying my eyeballs with the eye liner <...

NB: cleaning the make up gave me tough time.... I think I will have to go to school like... this with part of the make-up on my face (who sent me work now??)... I dont appreciate people staring at me though ;)

a reply 2 a comment!!

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Wednesday, 12 May 2010

Day 5

Hey,

I hate my new shower. Its like a pregnant frog's head or a malnourished rattle snake, whatever!! I have no idea why it was changed because the old one was fine. After getting ready for school, about to lock my door when i realised that all the stuffs in the kitchen has been brought out, i just concluded that it was the cleaner at work so i did not bother checking. Hummanities seminar was going fine on till Charles left the class two times just to answer calls (who does that??). Anyways he was worked out then maj'd started her mad laugher afterwards and thats when it became crazy. Just 2hrs seminar and that was it for the day (did i just say "just 2hrs??) then had a meeting with jane and maj'd on our group assignment. Honestly, I have to start the assignment as soon as possible if i really know what i am doing, which i guess i do. Hungry, bored and cold Jane and I decided to visit chicken cottage after a long debate of where to eat. Barbecue chicken and chips did not really work for us at all...the chicken was just like it was diped in raw barbecue sauce and thrown to us to eat. We already ordered so what choice did we have. We promised ourselves never to pick such again no matter what.

In the terrible weather we went to the empire cinema(the gates) to see the back up plan (i just had to see it...there was nothing else to do), I was even almost bored in the theatre. After the movie I walked home chating on my BB. That was when i realised that the kitchen door had an instruction on it "DO NOT ENTER, WET FLOOR" I opened the door to really check what was going on. The floor was plastered with errmm i am not sure, maybe cement or somthing close to that. Why wont someone tell me that I will not be able to access the kitchen for some days?? what if i want tio cook, which I was not been doing for the past 3 weeks or so, I am a member of the flat and i deserve to know whats going on in the flat.Went back to my flat with nothing to do, i decided to pick what i will wear for school the next day, some jeans just caught my eyes, i picked it up and i realised I bought the jeans about three weeks ago and got a size 8 i am a size 10. I got them because i planed on going on a diet so i will use it to know if i am actually losing weight. I actually forgot about this idea and now I have to start that (even if i am fully aware that i love food) as aoon as possible. I always say as soon as possible because anytime i do something, that is the soonest i can do it. ermmmm think i am saying much so i am shutting up right here for sometime...yes somtime!! later!!

NB: I miss Brain sooo damn much and i wish... (shut up Juliet!!!)

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

Day 4

Hey,

To start with, the weather was icy cold...it even snowed. I thought it is "summer approaching" so why am I still seeing snow( it was not much though)? presentation day!!! I ran to Claremont building before 9am and sat on the terrible sit,a little confused and nervous expecting to see Victoria(the funny, interesting and cool sociology teacher) but OMG!!!!! it is Barbara( the strict, strict and strict humanities teacher). could life be any cruel? well she asked me the questions and I was answering them right on till she asked one harsh one and i just sat there looking at her(no idea of what the answer was) then i smiled and said "sorry not sure" (what was i not sure of??) whatever i could not just tell her that I did not know the answer...I am supposed to be prepared for the worst. It lasted for 10 minutes and out to the old library computer cluster to type some assignments. "Juliet" someone shouted in the quite room. looked up not surprised...its Charles. A class mate that everyone thinks is a drug addict but he is not,he is just to active(according to him). seriously I think he is not but i think my opinion does not count right now. "what is that you are typing?" with some kind of British accent(he is Nigerian though) he said looking at the screen. i thought to myself, he is ment to know it is one of our assignments but then I realised he attends 5hours of classes out of 13 hours a week out of he's own will and if you ask why he says "i cant be bothered". I said "asignments but i need to go to the city centre now, i need to get some stuffs". logging out,putting my stuffs into my bag and wearing my coat I told him bye. "why are you saying bye when i am coming with you?" he said. that was when i realised he was walking behind me then I said "oh really?? ok... f...fine"

Got to the mall and he actually helped me get the book i was looking for which i would have got all by myself so i became a nicer person. its not like i dont like him, its just that he is a nasty speaker. i can remember when he told me to suck he's dick(so you see?)...went back to school for a dreadful english class with hedley sugar-wells our teacher. well she is not so boring because he teaches with music(i mean whatever you want her to play as long as it is not rude) but sitting down for 2 hours listening to "what is paraphrase and summary?" is just crazy. i made up with Jane and i hope it lasts. I went shopping for food with her and hired a cab home...arranged the stuffs into d freezer. had a chat with Emily about her incredible life activities then spoke to Brian(miss him terribly)... slept off.

NB:slept by 6pm (was so tired)

what do I need to change at the moment???

- solve class works immediately and not wait for the answers during revision.

- start reading books to the end without skipping any page or chapter.

- visit church more often and not lie to my parents that i did not miss the sermon.

- stop underestimating people and realise that people are full of surprises...including Newcastle weather( it is just full of crap)

- be optimistic especially cases relating to health.

- be more romantic.

- study everyday and not wait till the night before exams (although I always have my way)

- learn "not giving a fuck" about rude, saucy,girlfriend finders and people who will not add anything positive to my life and the life of others (Brian's advice).

- get anti-blackberry addiction as soon as possible...its almost what i do all the time.

- listen in 9-11am english class on wednesdays and not think about breakfast in bistro

- check my university email daily and not lie that i did not receive an information when i did not even check it at all.

- try to do all these thing i just wrote about...which i know is quite impossible.

Monday, 10 May 2010

Day 3

Hey,

This is getting more and more intresting, I mean the idea of having a blog, ok knock it out!!!. Sundays in Newcastle are days when I truely wish I could be in church and someone would ask why I would not just take my fat ass( is it really fat??) to church. The real issue is that the last time I went to church, which is about four months ago (wow that is actually a long time, never noticed), I spent up to 20pounds just to leave my house and back. Yea, what of buses??? i would simply get lost, I dont understand bus routes in Newcastle, I would just end up doing the church on bus stands. Although there are other churches(catholic churches), I was just concerned that it would not favour me because I always slept in church in my catholic high school so I did not want that to be the case (dont get me wrong, i am just saying my experience). I believe in God so I have to find a way to go to church every sunday wether catholic or not. Dont wonder what i do on sundays because I do nothing apart from sleep and maybe do my lundary but nowadays, my blackberry wouldnt shut up so i would just chat till i sleep off.

i was so suprised that i had already tweeted more than 1000 tweets wow!! skype called Brian and we talked for almost four hours, he is just a funny cutey. I hav presentation tomorrow and i hav not done anything reasonable, maybe because it is about the family and i think i know it all (if i dont set my alarm to study at 5am, I would just get my ass roasted on the hot sit). before going to bed I was determined to study for atleast one hour and before i knew it i heard my alarm.

NB: i did not even go 5 lines of what i was ment to study (what happened to the whole day)?

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Day 2

Hey,

My only question is why cant i eat my cake and have it? I woke up today with so many activities hooked up in my brain, shop for food, read sociology and get ready for Monday's interview presentation, see David, my friend who I was supposed to see and lastly see a movie(again?????). I jumped out off bed by errmmm...cant remember, had my bath then off to the library to see John,yes not on the list though it just came up. he asked me to bring him some coins so he can get a bottle of coke (can you imagine that??) whatever I had to go to prevent anyone's throat from drying up(ha ha). from there I went to see David at the city centre (why dint i just shop there???) I had no reason. we hung out, talked and i took him round places and then grabbed sandwich and juice from Greggs (y dint we just go and see the movie I wanted to see?) errmmm I ended up vexing him :( then came back home tired and bummm!!!!! on my bed...nature called.
NB: I ended up achieving just one stuff on my list.
bad!!!!

Saturday, 8 May 2010

Day1

Hey,

Today was spent with maj'd, my Bahrain friend. after school, which ended by 10(just one class), we went touring the discovery museum. Actually, we are in a group of three for a school group project but the third girl Jane who also happens to be my friend was no more interested in our group. she called us "unserious" wow!! never knew I could be described as such. anyway am not bothered because maj'd and I are getting on well with the project. from there, i went to the cinema to see 'A nightmare on elm street' scary stuff. I used to find going alone to the cinema depressing but then i realised that when there is no one to go with,it just becomes a part of you and it will be "your tingy". whew!! had to get something to eat, i thought my life out and when i got to the fast food i got confused,stood there in front of the counter with the attendant staring at me...."errrmmmm chicken please...four pieces" I said. anything else? the attendant replied. pepsi please. I paid and turned back to get a sit and a saw some black guys staring.was uncomfortable then quickly went to the counter to tell them i am taking it away. walked all the way back home. not so far though, just being lazy.eat the chicken till a could not breath then straight to my bed. not to sleep though, to chat with my friend on my blackberry. he was supposed to come see me but i ended up sleeping on him...ma bad!!!!.....felt bad when i woke up but apologised for stressing him to come all the way and not being able to see me altougb a promised that i will see him the next day.

Friday, 7 May 2010

INTRODUCTION

Hey,
Before this day,I have had some complicated and perfect times. I started this blog just because I need someone to talk to, yes!! I can talk to Emily, my best friend, or Brian, my boyfriend at this moment, or even my close friend Jamie but I just need someone interesting I don't know to have some little fun with even if it is for a short period of time. oops!! bad manners a should have introduced myself earlier. My name is Juliet, was born 30th of April 1992 and I am presently on a foundation course at Newcastle university UK. I am a Nigerian. That is probably all that is important right now.
So get ready to read my daily entries and I will try my best to update you, my readers on a daily basis, so help me God. I hope you find this interesting.